Desensitized

• Artist: Procer Nex
• Description: This is what happens after years of emotional abuse. A poem on what creates those dark creatures of pure apathy. This is also an older lyrical piece that I had written to deal with another break up I had.
• Date: 01/01/2009
• Tags: desensitized dark angst love apathy

You've ruled my life for too long, you insufferable sow.
I'm through playing this game with you now.
I'm turning off the light...
I'm not going to keep up this losing fight.
I'm turning my back on this silly little fling.
I'm going to find a way to bury this thing.

Not going to play,
You're going pay
I'm not going to listen to you anymore
I'm just going to walk out and leave you on the floor.
You've made me who I am
I'm leaving it this way,
You've...desensitized me.

For too long I've let you rule me,
I've let your words sink into my skull.
No longer will I be subject to your strings,
I've cut myself lose
I'm not going to sit here and bawl my eyes out anymore
I'm not going to wait here on the floor.

Not going to play,
You're going pay
I'm not going to listen to you anymore
I'm just going to walk out and leave you on the floor.
You've made me who I am
I'm leaving it this way,
You've...desensitized me

This virus you've injected,
I've built an immunity
From your lies i've defected.
No longer an Impurity.

Not going to play,
You're going pay
I'm not going to listen to you anymore
I'm just going to walk out and leave you on the floor.
You've made me who I am
I'm leaving it this way,
You've...desensitized me

I'm going to let you sit and pry,
In the end I may just lie,
I'll tell you what you want to hear.
Because...I've lost all feeling.

Comments

[Lady Alice Road Kamelot]

I love it. It's everything a girl would feel after a stupid relationship with the guy they thought was the one! You're simply an amazing genius.

[Procer Nex]

That's the definition of "Lyrical," doll.

[BloodyBlackAbyss]

Dude sounds like a song to me. but other wise good.