• Although I can’t think anymore
    Because of a mistake I have made
    Careless, yet sometimes I wonder about
    Decisions that shape my life, decisions that are
    Eternal, no matter how you feel afterward
    Forever they’ll stay in my mind
    Gone, but I want to still look
    Hope is what drives me, but the
    Incidents stop me from
    Jumping into my goal, the
    Kindness I once bore is now gone
    Longing for it, but it’s now gone
    Meaningless, that’s now how I venture
    Nothing, pushing, nothing pulling
    On ward into hope, but I see myself
    Pathetic on how empty my
    Quest is now after seeing how I grew
    Regardless, a better time I remember, a better time I
    Seek now, but the ugly
    Truth is, my doubts are real, I can’t
    Undo what I have done, but my
    Vicious memory does not want me to forget
    With the truth I dare not share, my days are just
    Xerox copy of, Xerox copies of my actions from
    Yesterday, I’ve stop thinking, I just continue my actions, losing my
    Zen