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Faded memories
Are like painful experinces
But they fade into your mind
They don't just go away
Unfortunatly its not that easy
They stay and pick at your soul
Until your just an empty shell
Then they control you
You go crazy with rage
And sometimes you cry and cry and cry
Until one greatful day you just go on and die
It happens so quickly
Those hurtful still ever so painful memories
Creep up on you
When you least expect them
Then everyone asks "whats wrong can I help"
You scream "NO, I don't need your damn help"
This makes them worry more
Therapist don't help at all
They make it worse they pick and pry until they have you
Crying in there office screaming the horrible memories at there face
Faded memories are like bad dreams
They never go away
They stay until the day of death
People say your crazy that you need mental help
You just take it out on yourself
Poor soul your arm it bleeds the razors scream
Then more memories come forward and you cut down deeper
More blood pours out all around you
The blood it won't stop it keeps coming and coming
But you think at least now the memories will stop and I can live in peace
Your mom and dad, brothers, and sisters
Your leaving them all behind
You don't care they don't love you
They hate you
More tragic memories come forward you cut and cut and cut
Until finally all is white and cloudy
And the blood is all gone
The memories have gone completely
No more cutting no more pain
All is good all is plain
But wait everything is turing red
Your lying on your bed
Half-way there half-way dead
You try and finish you try and say
Okay lets go we can do this just one more cut and this is gone
The door burst open
Paramedics pour in and try and bandage you up
They ask you to talk
You mumble some words "um,.....stop....k-kill me please"
They rush you in a room but then its to late
The memories have taken over you go crazy
Thrashing around moving screaming
Sedated half-way high on morphine you lay straped to a bed in a padded room
You close your eyes and cry a tear
You move your arms enough that the straps tear into your flesh
And blood spills again
Hope your happy in either Heaven or Hell
The memories still haunt you even if your dead
Earth would have been better than suicide anyday
You could have died happy with no more faded painful memories
- by prettycaity2 |
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- | Submitted on 12/26/2008 |
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- Title: Faded Memories
- Artist: prettycaity2
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Somthing I thougt was cool XD
Hope you like ^^ - Date: 12/26/2008
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