• I don’t wanna feel your s**t!
    I said I don’t wanna feel your s**t!

    Don’t wanna feel your s**t
    Don’t wanna regret this
    Don’t wanna know what’s next
    Don’t wanna deal with this!

    Cause I’m just these words
    You praise in your head
    Cause this is absurd
    And we’re still not dead

    I just wanna decay away!
    Like you!
    Like you!

    And I’m fading away everyday!
    Like you!
    Just like you!

    And wish that this old feeling would be strong
    Would last me
    And I wish that I didn’t have to change
    Every time I get hurt again!!

    Now there’s a little piece of dirt in your eye
    HERE! Let me get it out for you
    I love your pretty clothes and your
    Excellent taste in hair styles

    Honey, oh honey
    My darling, oh darling

    Those front lawn chairs
    Those empty days
    Filled with conservations
    Of my secret little crush

    It’s stupid that we can’t beeeeeeee
    So utterly interestiiiiiiing

    WHY THE ******** DID I EVEN WRITE THIS s**t!?!?
    I SWEAR TO GOD THAT I JUST ******** HATE YOUR GUTS!!!

    I miss your pretty smile
    How could it fade away?
    I hate these memories
    Of my secret little crush

    So what do you want me to say?
    Cause I’ll say it!!
    It’s not the first time I’ll lie
    And hate it!

    So pretty, just so pretty
    But that’s all you are
    No P. E. R. S. O. N. A. L. I. T. Y.
    I don’t like talking to dolls!!

    ******** WAKE UP!! Breathe the air!
    This is life we’re talking about
    Start to live cause I can’t sand
    To be the only one who’s not dead!!

    Why does it seem
    Like everything I write
    Just can’t amount
    To my favorite songs!?!?

    Do I hate my own words that bad?!
    But I wanna live and be free
    So I’m gonna “live it up”
    Or what’s that word that means to live!?!?

    SUICIDE!!
    A HAPPY THOUGHT!!
    END MY LIFE NOW!!!!
    BUT THAT WOULD BE WRONG!!!!!!!

    I just wanna be happy
    Like you feel
    I just wanna feel like s**t
    Cause that’s the only thing I got left
    To look forward to!!!