• so sick of this i'll take no more
    why..?

    when i was small i was so blind
    i did not see the truth
    untill my famliy broke a way
    i finaly felt the cold
    from that night on i was alone
    in my little box of darkness

    and in day my simle was a mask
    a lie i used to hide to try to escape
    the pain for as long as i could
    only to cry slilently in the night
    being haunted by my dreams

    i blamed myself for whats been done
    then tryed to find a reason
    but hurt myself more

    meanwhile...

    when im in school there were no friends
    thats what you get for being mexican
    all you can think of they've done it to me
    i was beat with sticks by my so called best friends
    so there was no one by my side

    but that was long a go
    i think im better now
    but still carry on the pain