• 5-2-07


    Dieing little day-by-day trying to focus but slowly losing it. Naming the hate not knowing if it’s worth losing. Wanting to explode into a destructive rage. Trying to keep the focus so you wont. By each passing day getting harder feeling the pain from the anger that’s building up. Trying to find new ways to keep control. Fearing what may happen to the people thing and yourself if you shall lose focus wanting to have fun but don’t want to be alone. At the same time wanting to be alone living strong trying not to let people know. Feeling like your life is about to end hurting physically and emotionally. As the days pass slowly by making friends rarely and making enemy fast and not by trying. Hoping for the best till that time just trying to stay focused.