Come and Go

• Artist: Saturn Midnight
• Description: This is how I feel sometimes, but I end up to resolve that it will be ok because I love him. He is who I've searched this earth for. The search is definitely up and I will never ever let him go.
• Date: 12/06/2008
• Tags: hope

A light in the darkness
Pure and simple
A voice-
One word
Is all I ask for
And the disappointment
Of not being good for you
You come and go
It's too good to be true
What about what's good for me?

I'm optimistic-
That's for sure
But I do it to make you happy and not so unsure-
Someone has to be-
Beause your pessimism can scream
Tearing my heart away-
Tell me I'm just dreaming
That it's my fault
I'm doing something wrong
I'm just not perfect or strong enough

And every day or night that you cry
Every time you do not laugh
I'm scared a shadow is upon me
Louder than death

I want to keep you safe
I want there to be no pain
We'll hide from the way life is
And we will not give in

I do not know what I'm doing
I'm still a high school girl
But this love sings to me
And I sing to it right back
Because I want this-
I want you
And never will I give up on you-
I just hope I'm still making you happy
I'm not here to make you sad
But funny how it can turn that way in the end

What about what's good for me?
I ask it time and time again
Knowing that it is selfish
But knowing what ails me is-
Your pain
Your suffering
You come and go

But I know sometimes
I just want your attention
To know that you are here
To show you I'm your dear-
Here, so do not fear

Whenever I am not with you
Separated by the sin-
This world-
I think about you my darling angel-
Our happiness divine will be fulfilled...

Comments

[UC Poika]

It was a little too long.
I wasn't always sure of what you were talking about.
It is always about you as much as the other. You count too.

[Saturn Midnight]

Oh? Well, you're welcome!
I can see how it can relate.
:3

[HeartInHandNotInMouth]

omg that was awesome!!! sometimes i feel like that, (but not for love, just for friends) like where youd hate to see them sad or cry or feel worthless cuz some retarted guy dumped them. i feel like when that happens i just want to kill whatevr made their smile go away. i can really understand this... it helps in this prob im in.... thanks smile