I slowy walk into the room, hoping that noone can see
The tears in my eyes, the sorrow in my soul, or the emptiness inside of me
I hold my head up high as I'm walking through the crowd
My heart, inside, is weeping, but I proudly hold it down
I know it's best to let it out, to let my feelings show
But i don't want to tell a sob story, rather not let you know
Because i don't want your pity, or you to feel sorry for my grief
I just want to be by myself, to mourn my loss in peace
I know you know that something's wrong. I know that I won't tell.
Because I know what's going on. And I know too well.
You just want to feel better about yourself for helping me heal my soul
But i won't let you in, won't let you help me. Noy you, not anyone. No, no.
I won't have my suffering as another notch on your belt
You have no idea how much i'm hurting, how much pain i've felt
So don't even think for a second that you can help me through
Because noone can help me. Not her, not him, not me, not you.
- Title: SOB STORY
- Artist: KoRrUpTeD iNnOcEnCe
- Description: NOT BASED ON AN ACTUAL EVENT, MANY WHO READ THIS THINK I HAD A MAJOR TRAGEDY BUT I DIDNT, I JUST WROTE IT. IT CAN BE FOUND ALONG WITH PROBABLY ALL THE OTHER POEMS I POST HERE AT WRITINGROOM.COM/MUFFYMERKADO. . .
- Date: 12/06/2008
- Tags: story sorrow pain mourn