• Mary Most Vile

    This thickening pain engulfs me,
    as death darkens my door.
    I'm screaming his name,
    and he keeps walking,
    my savior, my god , my life.
    It's all in vain
    as I reach for the knife,
    though it rips like the pain in my stomach.
    Another kind of good mother,
    I take my one gift,
    my one true love,
    and throw it to the wind
    on the pretense of logic.
    Blood velvet, magick dust, and new life,
    "she's come undone" they say
    so why don't you nail me down,
    drain my life,
    call me a martyr
    and give me to christ.