• it seems as though...

    I had forgotten how it felt to kill someone;
    to take another person's life.

    What happens to their family?
    Their mother?
    Father?
    Cousins?
    Brothers and Sisters?

    What if they were married?
    What if they had kids?
    Wouldn't they be sad?

    ...wouldn't they hate me?

    Don't tell me to stop thinking about it--
    because that gives off a more horrible sound!

    After one kills, what thoughts run through their head?
    A high rush of thrill; happiness?
    Are you sure?