• Lieing to Forget </3
    This lie's become a part of me
    For months, I've played this game
    Acting like it doesn't hurt
    Each time I hear his name
    Ignoring what's inside of me
    Pretending I've moved on
    As if the feelings I once had
    For him are somehow gone
    Spending each and every day
    With happiness and laughs
    Forgetting all our memories
    Avoiding photographs
    But last night when I saw him
    For the first time since he left
    My heart stopped for a moment...
    I couldn't catch my breath
    When suddenly it hit me
    As the tears started to flow
    That even after all this time...I just can't let him go crying