• Why did my life turn out to be this way?
    No sunshine and the sky's always grey
    I can remember how my life used to be
    collorful, without everyone picking on me
    It used to be so perfect and good
    But now it's a miscarriage with a perfect youth
    I try to keep everything inside
    'cause I know my pain is your pride,
    My mistakes are your progress,
    my sorrow is your joy.

    I can't live with the way my life turned out to be
    I'm trying to live on but it's killing me
    To be not even in control of my own life
    the look on your face, shaper than a knife
    I just want to run away from you
    but there's no place where I could go to
    I try to escape from the truth
    'cause I know your lies are my truth,
    your anger is my fault,
    your joy is my sorrow