• there is an inner beast within us all

    this beast feeds of of negative thoughts and decisions
    it drives us to feed it manipulating our mind and soul to do its dirty deed

    many can overcome there beasts but these beasts take many forms

    forms of addiction
    of crime
    of lust and betrayal

    these beasts dont care for self suicide our body is just one transport device to them
    they find there way to our thoughts and cause us to think of the dark side to any memory any thought and plan we had created

    but my inner beast is quiet
    has it not seen the torture?
    the pain?
    the suffering i have caused so many people and that so many have caused me
    or is it hiding from a world even it fears?
    can i connect with it?
    maybe i cant for it wishes for a life better for itself
    were i
    i wish for a life better for my friends and the people i love
    but o matter what i say it offends in everyway, starts fights, creates further problems
    and eventually im alone again

    no one here but my beast and i
    bt even he wishes to leave me