• Waking up from a deep sleep
    Wondering what happend
    As i see my body..
    Laying there restless without hope
    I reach out to the people most near
    But they don't react
    They can't hear..
    I wonder about, this scary town
    The objects change
    The happy people frown
    The sky grows dark
    The buildings grow tall
    I cant feel my heart..
    I cant hear it at all..
    I look around for someone to help me
    As tears grow in my eyes
    Then I see him..
    I see the guy..
    The one I've loved forever
    He seems to stare right at me
    So I ran towards him
    Thinking I was safe
    But as I reach him
    His whole image fades
    I fall to the ground, defeated
    In the worst of depressional phase.
    On my knees, I cry and I plead
    I wish the one I loved
    Could come back to me
    The one man that was sweet
    The one man that made me laugh
    The one man that meant everything
    But now i'm left confused
    The man I see now is not the one I used to know
    This lost, poor boy, stuck in violence
    This drug-addicted strained soul
    I want him back
    I want him so
    That man that had me in his hands
    Before he closed them
    Before he chose
    Drugs over Me
    I wish he could have seen
    I was all that he would need
    But I guess
    All he really wanted
    Was weed.