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my words hurt, this i know
my mouth is shut now, but still they go
the Friends i had, the love i lost
i knew that i would pay the cost
but i never thought it would happen like this
a life-sucking hug, the poisonous kiss
i wish i would take everything back
but that's something i lack
the ability to tell the truth
without crying my eyes out
but that's whats its all about
my hearts twisted up in knots
my eyes sees black dots
as my gut tells me no
but my mind tells me yes so
to do what i used to never think of
the painful pleasure from bottom to above
as my Friends watch me die slowly
since i wont let them do anything, lowly
for me to be so selfish
eating away at the dish
that holds my past
it wouldn't last
i never liked my life
i want to take my knife
and stab stab stab
myself, jab jab jab
myself, and become numb
from toes to my last thumb
i want to live but ill die
horribly with hatred in my eyes
they soon will know
that when they go
ill be alone
with no one
right by my side
i want to hide
all my shame that i make
all the happiness that i take
I'm not me anymore
i only want to see gore
from my own hand at ease
i want to die, please
the thing is no one knows
that life comes and goes
but its too hard
to look on a star
and say a wish
to lose that dish
of the past your eating
as your gut is bleeding
from all the painful pleasure
that likes u too, I'm sure
- Title: Painful Pleasure
- Artist: Drk Lyn
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Description:
This is a poem i made a year ago. i was in a deep depression, but it was meaningful in a way. i wanted to share it to gaia for some reason. i guess its cause i can trust this weirdly enough.
but anyways, here it is. read, and dont comment about me being "emo" or anything. i mean, call me what you want, but its only a name that is not mine, so yea. just saying. - Date: 10/02/2008
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Comments (1 Comments)
- sophiecakes_93 - 10/02/2008
- it's okay, your not emo your just expressing your feelings instead of bottling them up inside this was a goodpoem i like it...:3
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