• I'm not sure really how I feel
    And I know for you this is a big deal
    But sometimes he is still on my mind
    And sometimes I feel perfectly fine
    I don't want to waste your time
    And I know I'll never see him again, and that's fine
    Please don't get me wrong, you see I like you
    No, I really do
    But it's hard for me to trust again
    And I don't know if I can love again
    And I don't know what you want from me
    And there's so many sides of me i'm afraid I don't want you to see

    There's a reason you won't read this
    As I write this I think this through
    Everyone else doesn't know who we are
    And so they can read the drama of me and you
    But if you read this it becomes more real
    Then I don't know if I can deal with it
    So I'll right it out and bury it
    And maybe one day we'll talk about it when I'm ready
    But for now things will have to stay as they are