I AM

• Artist: Shuhasu
• Description: This is a poem I wrote from last year for a English assignment, my girlfriend broke up with me about 4 months alone, so I used that as the inspiration. This is my first writing entry, so I hope you enjoy!
• Date: 08/30/2008
• Tags: depression loneliness sadness

I AM LOVED TO BE HATED AND HATED TO BE LOVED
I WONDER WHAT THEY REALLY SAY
I HEAR A SILENCE THAT STABS THE HEART
I SEE IT ALL FADING AWAY
I WANT IT TO COME BACK AGAIN
I AM LOVED TO BE HATED AND HATED TO BE LOVED

I PRETEND EVERYTHING IS JUST FINE
I FEEL LIKE I’M IN A DARK VOID
I TOUCH THE COLD SURFACE OF REALITY
I WORRY IF I’LL EVER GO BACK
I CRY FOR IT TO RETURN
I AM LOVED TO BE HATED AND HATED TO BE LOVED

I UNDERSTAND IT WILL BE DIFFICULT
I SAY IT WILL ALL COME BACK SOON
I DREAM THAT EVERYTHING IS BACK AGAIN
I TRY TO FIND SOMETHING TO FILL THE VOID
I HOPE FOR IT TO HAPPEN, BUT
I AM LOVED TO BE HATED AND HATED TO BE LOVED