• Once agian I see him.
    setting across the room.
    Once again I wish to be near him.
    there talking with his friends.
    Once again I yearn to be his.
    he looks my way......
    Once again my heart is filled with jumbled thoughts.
    our eyes meet for only a few moments.
    Once again I feel free.
    quikly he looks away....
    Once again my mind soars.
    he stands....
    Once again I'm confused.
    he walks torward me.....
    Once again I wonder "does me want me as much as I want him?".
    he passes me....
    Once again I have been left for another.
    to sit with her.....
    Once again I am saddened.
    from my purse I pull a gun....
    Once again no one notices.
    I pull the trigger....
    Once again I see his face.
    he rushes to my side....
    Once again I say goodbye.
    he asks me why I pulled that trigger.....
    Once again I answer my lovers question.
    "because I love you....."
    Once again I take in my last, dying breath.
    "but you........love her...."