• Death of a friend hard felt life spent well unforgettable unbelievable never going to let it down rememberance with all smiles all laughes no frowns can't bring me down never felt so low so wrought so depressed I'm a huge mess I must confess I'm crying I die a little more each and every time that that name hits the floor I can't take it anymore he's dead what a sad horrid dread the sadness continues to be fed and here we go.

    I can not believe that he is gone forever the pain will never end I have felt pain before but nothing of this magnatude it dludes my ability to comprehend why god would you take one so full of life so full of love why couldn't he have taken me or som other bum I can't stop the tears flowing from my eyes bleading my soul dry never ceasing unforgetable death.

    Death the dark enchantress calling from beyond trying to grab hold just for a moment you feal her presence and shudder but its to late she has entangled you and there is no escape you are hers forever weather you like it or not or have you so easily forgott the promises made at birth to embrace her when she comes your can fight it you can try and hide from it like some coward or you can be a bastardised hero who stands up saying its not my time and yet walks topwards the black with open arms wishing you had som way to say goodbye to those who are to be left behind wishing for those you love to remember you and what youve done not what you haven't.

    And now again I ask why why you had to take him at lifes prime I can't help but I hate you lord for taking my friend before I even got the chance to know him better I wish my heart would stop hurting I can't feal anything but the longing to see him again I will not let it go I feal it is my responsibility to save him or at least what litlle I can and though the rosponcibility of saving him is not a litteral it is a sence a sence of the words
    KIEFER THE SOLDIER FALLEN NEVER FORGOTTEN
    I will never allow that wonderfull human beings memories to fade not for one second not one tiny second for as long as there is breath in this ones boddy the name shall not fade the memory will be sharp the pain will stay fresh for the wound will never close until the day we sit and talk once again wherever it may be

    They say that time heals all wounds I say that the person who said that didnt recieve that bad of a wound to them because this is not a simple wound a wound that will never heal it is the wound that festers the kind that doesn't just sit there and hurt but the type that spreads untill there is no place for it to go the kind that gets infected and by the time you relise how bad it is the only way to fix it is to cut off the limb but how are you supposed to willingly cut out a piece of your heart that holds not only pain and sorrow but also love and happyness???