• If you left
    I'd fall apart
    But I can't help
    Wanting you to go

    But if you did
    I'd take a part
    Of this disaster
    Watch the disappointments grow

    How can I treat you this way
    I'm so lucky to have you
    And even though I hate you
    I'm glad you were here today

    I'm so confused
    With all these actions
    Especially the rareness
    Of the good ones

    Torn between
    Leaving all the wrong impressions
    But you're so damn difficult
    Sick of guilt and bad tones

    When will this get better
    I can't decide what I want
    But I know this isn't what I want
    Just dreaming it'll get better

    You're being nice for all the wrong reasons,
    and I can't figure it out