• She always smiles, she always laughs
    All her pain is hid behind a mask,
    Lives a play, pretends she's happy,
    But behind her eyes she's living a lie.
    No one can see what she hides,
    The feeling of needing to end her life.

    The smiles gone, there's no twinkle in her eyes.
    Scars on her heart, all over her arms.
    Bleeding out dark, black blood...
    Emotions gone 'cause she feels no love.
    Didn't realize how much we cared,
    Left her sad and left her scared.
    No where to run, she feels so alone...
    We'll always miss...we'll always know,
    She's our suicidal angel.

    Years go by but the mem'ries don't fade,
    I've been so sad since she went away.
    There was no way for her to be saved,
    That doesn't mean I feel no blame.
    I cry at night as I pray,
    I really hope she's happy.
    I should have seen what was in front of my face!

    The smile was gone, there's no twinkle in her eyes.
    Every day she felt she lived a lie.
    When we found her it was just too late,
    There was no way for her to be saved.
    Scars on her heart, all over her arms...
    Gun in her hand, hole in her head.
    Wish I could have stopped it,
    She's my old friend...
    I know she's watching,
    She guides us all...
    She's my suicide angel.