• Long age I gave up
    asking you why you
    didn't want me anymore
    What did I do?


    I did in the beginning,
    but you made it clear
    you really didn't care
    You don't care, do you?


    We weren't a couple,
    were we?
    Were you afraid that you would break me?


    You're my safety net,
    and I will never live through
    not having you
    Please stop tormenting me


    There is no love
    Was there ever any?


    Crying silently,
    I feel as hollow
    as your eyes
    I can't breathe anymore


    For a while,
    I was able to pretend
    that it was real,
    but all my smiles
    and happiness
    were painted on
    I still loved you anyway


    I'm realizing
    that this fake love is
    slowly killing me
    I just can't live like this anymore


    Your presence is
    like a poison
    Slowly destroying me from the inside out


    I feel certain your
    empty kisses will be
    the death of me
    I'm already dead


    Each caress our fights,
    and I can feel myself
    breaking
    I'm already broken


    You're a deadly addiction
    You're my meth


    Can't you see my pain?
    I'm burning


    Or maybe you don't care
    Did you ever really?


    The cracks are forming
    I'm going to shatter


    I'm reaching the end
    of this desolate road
    as the edge grows near
    I'm scared


    Will you mourn me?
    Please don't


    Miss me
    I'm not worth missing


    Will another take my place?
    Alex?


    In the end it doesn't
    really matter
    Why should it?


    I just want to step
    over the edge
    and end this eternal torture
    I can't take anymore heartbreak


    I have no more love to give
    I'm sorry


    Goodbye
    But please don't cry