• I can't piece my life together

    Like the rain that falls forever

    Can't control a single piece of it


    Life may look as sweet as candy

    but actually life isn't as dandy

    No, it tastes like grit


    Even though I seen to be smiling

    but in the mirror I am crying

    Don't know how it ended up this way



    I scream and cry all night long

    Listening to life's sad fitfull song

    Go away, go away, go away



    Go in the kitchen and grab a knife

    I decide to take my life

    life is just to hard for me



    No one seems to care anymore

    Treat me like i am an eye-sore

    I wish I had no eyes to see



    Tears are rolling, falling, dripping

    My heart feals like its ripping

    Go away, away, away



    I have my own road to follow

    Alive one day, dead tomarrow

    I decide to do this my own way



    Blood is running down my neck

    All because life was a wreck

    I'm glad I did it



    Gasping, breathing for some air

    my neck has one, long frightful tear

    The floor I hit



    Then my family flashes before my eyes

    They love me, even through my denies

    Now i have one more thing to regret



    I was never alone in this life

    My famaly was with me; good and strife

    But now my life is one big bet



    They call the hospital

    of all the things they could tell

    they say," please save her"



    I wish I loved my family more

    instead of asking, no, never, but, or

    Now i will love them for sure



    I hear the sirens calling outside

    In, out, in, out like the tide

    I hope for the best



    I'm in the Emergency Room

    Will it be heaven, or maybe my toom?

    I don't care



    I fall asleep

    My memory I will keep

    My memory of love I will share



    I open a eye

    Am I dead, or is this a lie?

    There is no way this can be real



    Touch the wall, rail, bed

    Feeling my cheek for the tears I shed

    My parents love I feel



    They rush in the room,"are you alright?!"

    My simple smile,"that was some night..."

    Huggs and Kisses all around



    My parents love me

    In their eyes I can see

    All their emotions and a sound



    A sound of a ''I love you,

    No matter what you do,

    I'm always here if you need me.


    "now close your eyes,

    and take a few sighs,

    When you wake up you will see......."
    Continued....