• Relationships....I HATE THEM. I don't understand them, its just a path to destruction! Its horrible, Ok there I was holding flowers, valentines day the day relationships start......and END. I get tall and get confident. Walking through the hallway, seemed short but felt like miles, sweat streaking down my cheek. The butterflies has started to flutter in me. And my heart might explode if it keeps beating like this. My eyes shaking. What will she say? What will she do? What if she says no? Do i just walk away? Every question i ask my self i add just that much nervousness in me. stressed .I only hope this goes well. There she is, beautiful in every way possible, her eyes, her talk, her walk, everything! heart heart eek . She turns to me, I stare into her beutiful eyes, my mouth opens, my confidence rises!Everything seemes perfect at that second.......................Its sad how bad things can happen so fast.A hand, a hand on her shoulder.Out of no where my confidence sank and drowned. And me, well i couldnt believe it.
    "Hi?" she said
    I ran, leaving the flowers behind and my dignity and the rest of my heart. Now you know why i hate relationships they never work out! They crush you, no matter how close ANYTHING can happen to take all that down, and leave you with nothing. Nothing to live for nothing to look for. Face in my hand. How did this happen? When did that hand get there. HOW DID HE GET THERE.