• Dear sweet brother Ian,

    The pain goes on as we go our separate ways me and my brother. Since the new year began we had split apart with us all ending up empty inside, like the light without the dark. Not like the war on battlefield but on the inside were emotions run high and the tension builds up. I can’t remember one time that I haven’t regretted being pulled apart by something that I can no longer remember. There hasn't been a single day I haven’t missed you and how you made me feel like I finally had motivation to keep on living, to keep on dreaming that one day we will be together again, in this crazy world we call home. But what is home without family, and what is family without you. I know the message is completely late and won’t do any good still it makes me feel like some part of me is still attached to you.