• how
    how do i find myslef when all that i think about
    is death and missery
    who am i
    am i me
    or some scared little boy
    that wants to cry
    and sit in darkness
    and hate the world
    along with every one it
    so as i sit here
    trying to find myself
    penying for my thoughts
    as you and i read these
    suicidal fragments of my imagination
    life is painful
    the world is horrible
    people suck
    and living is the worst torture