• him, her
    Her

    I walk alone
    all by my self
    no one to love
    no one to hold

    I hold my tongue
    I hold my heart

    but it beats so fast everytime I come around you
    And I speak so loud when I am near you

    Be still my heart
    Be quiet my tongue
    for the love you long for is poison
    and love you long for is death

    I walk away
    I never speak a word

    I tell not a soul of how much I long for you
    I lock myself inside the bathroom..

    I make a nuse
    I pray to god let my death be quick
    I climb on the toilet... tears streaming down my face...
    If only you knew how much I loved you...

    Him


    I see you walk by
    your head held high
    I say nothing
    and rush to class

    every second of everyday
    I wish i could think of something to say

    But I cant... not a word comes out right
    so I merely dream of holding you every night

    I said it wouldnt matter how much i cared for you
    you could never love me, the way i love you

    I take a quick shower
    crying my eyes out when i heard the news
    you killed yourself...
    I cant help thinking...its all my fault...

    I lock the door...
    I break the mirror...

    I cut my self so deep, the blood spilling from me...
    I cant help thinking...
    If only you knew...how much I loved you....
    In a pool of crimson I slept, swept off to hell, I felt nothing... I was already numb....