• I think I have gotten sick
    from thinking like this

    My actions yesterday were selfish

    If only I would have stood my ground
    If only pain wouldn't hold me down

    I don't know...
    why can't I say three simple words?
    where am I falling? would you catch me?
    If only I don't worry...

    Just seeing your face pass me
    I feel gulity

    Your face stained in my mind
    you voice echos over and over

    I don't know...
    How to say those three words
    It's not because of the future
    It's just I'm such a coward

    If only I could say...
    those three words
    what would happen? I'm a coward

    If only I spook...
    as well as I wrote
    what would you do?
    Maybe realize the truth, you know...you know