• Did You Hear ? She Made The Playboy Cry !

    Chapter Ten: Dilemma

    Zaine P.O.V


    I was standing on one side of the street; she was on the other, the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. With her long floaty brown hair blowing in the breeze and her cute smile, her banging figure. She had me standing up in all the right places, if you know what I mean. She smiled at me and motioned me to cross the road.

    I looked left and right, then I crossed, my eyes fixated on her, she was...a sex goddess. She smiled when I reached her, she held her hand out, and I took it in mine, her fingers interlaced with mine. She looked up smiling at me; it froze my heart for a second.

    “Kiss me Zaine” She whispered.

    No arguments there. I leaned my head down towards her, our lips slowly getting closer and closer, when my lips touched her soft pink ones an electric shock went through me.

    I sat up in my bed breathing hard, it hurt my stomach but I soldiered it. I looked around it was dark outside. I cursed myself before laying back down; I’d had that dream so many nights in a row now. Always the same thing happened but every time was different. We were either in a new place, or I didn’t wait for her to ask I just kissed her. Or she came over to me and kissed me.

    I couldn’t go back to sleep; not now I was too worked up to stressed. I went to my en-suite and turned the shower on; I sighed and turned the knob towards cold. I stood under it, it was freezing. I had a quick shower before changing into some fresh boxers to go to sleep, properly this time. I lay there in my bed thinking about the dream.

    What did it mean? Will she finally like me? Will she be mine? Will I be hers? And why her? Out of all the pretty girls in the school why was she the one I dreamt about, out of all my playthings it was her. I rolled over to my side; this was something I never felt before. Something I’ve never had to contemplate. This could only mean one thing and one thing only. I shivered. I was in love.

    Angelina P.O.V


    I was on time today; I could see everyone looking at me in shock when I walked through the door before the late bell. My homeroom teacher even thought it was funny to do a double take, before asking if I was alright, and that I did know the late bell hadn’t gone yet. I didn’t answer I just looked at her sourly; I saw Zaine was back so I took the seat next to him.

    “Hi” I said.

    “Hey” He glanced down at his watch, pulling out one of his earphones, so he could hear me “You do know it’s before 9’oclock right? Its 8:45, aren’t you normally in your house this time?” He teased.

    “Oh don’t you start, just because I choose to be late, doesn’t mean I don’t know how to be early”

    He laughed “I didn’t think you’d be coming school this week”

    “Why would you think that?”

    “Because we have detention everyday this week”

    “Oh yeah, damn oh well that’s not important, how are you?” I asked looking him over, his bruise hadn’t faded, but his cut was healing up.

    “I’ll be fine Angel, stop worrying” He dropped his voice to a whisper so only I could hear “How are you? Did you, you know cut again?”

    I turned my face to the front “No I didn’t” I said.

    He didn’t say anything neither of us did, until we had to go Gym, we walked slowly his arm around my shoulders; I could see people gossiping about us, it was so blatant. I waved at him, when I got to the female changing rooms. Bianca pounced on me as soon as the door closed behind me.

    “So are you and Zaine going out?” She said asking the question that everyone wanted the answer too. I glanced around and saw the whole changing room waiting for my answer. I smirked keeping her in suspense.

    “Maybe, maybe not” I said before going to get changed, everyone looked disappointed that they still didn’t know.

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    We were standing in the Gym waiting to get picked by the captains; they were doing it two at a time. The captains were Josh and Matt. Matt chose first.

    “I’ll have...Amy and Henry” He said.

    Josh went next “Zaine, and I suppose I gotta take his bird too...Mason”

    I saw Zaine clench his fist, the whole class burst out in quiet whispering. I didn’t get it what was going on, who was Mason? Zaine took my hand and pulled me over to Josh. Wait, was I Mason? Okay someone needed to explain to me what was going on. Zaine and Josh stood facing each other. Zaine pulled back his fist and punched Josh in the face.

    Josh’s hand flew to his face “You f*cking choose her over me” He yelled loud enough for everyone to hear “Didn’t you learn your lesson last time, and yet you wanna do it all over again, your an idiot. She doesn’t love you she’s just like Mason, using you and you’re too much of a fool to see it. Just because she’s pretty and acts nice doesn’t mean it can’t be just that...an act”

    He spat out blood before walking away, Matthew and Henry went with him showing they were on his side. Zaine stood there shaking. I could see he was seriously angry. I took my hand out of his and took a step back; I didn’t want to come between him and his friends. He looked down at me, staring straight into my face.

    “Oh I see” he said turning away and walking the same way as Josh and them. I sighed, I didn’t get it.

    Bianca came up to me and pulled me to the side “What is going on, truthfully” She demanded.

    “I have no idea” I said, my eyes fixated on the door Zaine had just left through hoping he’d come back.

    “Wait, he didn’t tell you about her? About Mason?”

    “Wait hold up a second, Mason’s a girl?”

    “Yeah who’d you think?” She asked like I was stupid or something.

    “Oh” I said I had to talk to Zaine.

    I smiled at her before taking off after Zaine. The class watched quietly, I knew that the story would be all over school by next lesson. I charged into the boy’s changing rooms, Zaine was taking his top off, I felt sick at the sight of the bruises he winced and gasped out in pain. I stepped from the shadows and he turned at the sound of my converse hitting the floor.

    “I’m sorry Zaine, I didn’t know” I whispered. “Do you wanna tell me about it?”

    “No” He said stubbornly.

    “Zaine, look I don’t want to come between you and your friends it’s not fair they were your friends first, okay if they don’t like me it’s cool I’ll stay away, okay I won’t bother you anymore”

    I turned on my heel and walked out and into the girls changing rooms, I picked up my stuff and left. I shoved my clothes in my bag and started the long walk home. My phone rang and I fished it out. Unknown number.

    “Hello” I answered.

    “Hey it’s me Jordan”

    I froze on the sidewalk, my mind completely freezing over. How dare the b*stard phone me after what he did to Zaine, how dare he.

    “What do you want?” I said fiercely.

    “I’m sorry Lina, let me explain, I’m so sorry”

    “Why should I?”

    “Because it’s partly your fault”

    I felt ice run down my spine, what was going on? Was this because I kissed him? Why was I such a d**k head? “Where are you?”

    “I’m at the police station” He said “And hurry, I don’t have all day”

    I turned round and walked the opposite way to the way I was originally walking. I got on the bus and headed towards the police station. I felt stupid, I knew Jordan was just playing with me, he knew I was weak when people blamed me, but that didn’t stop me from going.

    “I’m here to see Jordan Mills” I said to the woman behind the fat arse security desk. What did they need that for they already had the convicts behind bars.

    “Okay, one second”

    They lead me into a room full of tables. Some convicts were in there talking to their wives, girlfriends, sons, daughters, children. They bought Jordan out, 5 minutes later; he smiled when he saw it was me. I just frowned and cast him a dirty look.

    “Thanks for coming Lina” He said, sincerely.

    “I didn’t really have much of a choice did I?” I asked.

    “No not really”

    “So then spill”

    “WOW, not wasting anytime are we?” He asked, I just shot him a dirty look and he carried on “That night, I tried ringing you, you answered the first time, but at the sound of your voice I couldn’t speak, you sounded like an angel so pretty, so sexy. Then I tried ringing you again, and the same thing happened, the sound of your voice coursed through my body paralyzing me, I realized then that I like you, a lot, I love you”

    A memory suddenly flooded into my mind, two nights ago when I thought someone was prank calling me, it had been Jordan. But what the f*ck did he want, and what’s it got to do with Zaine?

    “Ugh, no you don’t, and why was you calling me in the first place?” I said.

    “I was calling to see if you wanted me to deal with Zaine for you, you know ruff him up a bit, me and my boys were already dressed we just wanted you to give us the okay, so when you didn’t answer the phone the third time, I just pretended like you agreed to it, I didn’t think you’ll be mad”

    So it was my fault, if I’d answered the phone Zaine would be alright and I wouldn’t feel guilty for being the reason he had a black eye, a cut cheek, and was in serious pain every time he moved. It was my existence that had caused him so much harm. I felt stupid, sick with myself, yet angry at Jordan.

    “Jordan, your f*cking loopy, Zaine is my friend, why would I say; yes get a gang and assault him? You need to get checked out, I seriously can’t take any of this sh*t anymore, everyone in that school is f*cking twisted, sick in the head weird!” By now I was on my feet screaming down at him. “You are all insane; you’re f*cking loopy, you with your mental disorder, Zaine and his f*cking secrets, Stephanie and how weirdly she knows everything I can’t take it anymore!”

    The room was silent when I’d finished. Jordan looked up at me “You sexy when you’re mad”

    I smacked him one around the face, a load of police warden’s rushed over then, and pulled me out the room, two held Jordan to his seat; he looked like he wanted to eat me alive. I got thrown out the station. Angrily I stormed towards the bus stop.

    I got home hours after leaving school in the first place. I raided the fridge before going and lying down in my room. In my cold, empty house. I felt lonely. My mind kept reminding me of the blade I had hidden by the side of my cabinet, in my bathroom. I couldn’t sleep I knew what I had to do.

    I got out of bed and fished out the blade, I held it to my wrist, thinking about everything I’d done, and then I cut, knowing I deserved the pain. I rinsed off the dried blood and put a fresh bandage over it. I looked at in the mirror; I shook my head, disappointed with myself. I turned the lights out and climbed into bed before drifting to sleep. It was a dreamless sleep, the first one I’d had in months.

    Zaine P.O.V


    Why the f*ck did Josh have to bring Mason into it? Everything revolves around Mason now, I f*cking hate it. I changed into my boxers and flopped to bed but I couldn’t sleep all I could see was her, the girl in my dreams, her brown eyes grinning at me with warmth. I fell asleep thinking about her.

    I looked around, I was in IKEA. She was laying on one of the beds, waiting for me. Her dreamy sex goddess figure, my mouth was literally watering when she cocked her finger and called me over. She sat up revealing some more of those beautiful toned legs, and the creamy-ness of her neck.

    I took a step towards her, and another and another, until I was by the bed beside her. She smiled coyly at me and rolled across the bed, her skirt riding up again, I caught a glimpse of her lacy black and pink knickers.

    “I’ve been waiting for you” She whispered.

    I looked around, the shop was empty most of the lights were off, it must be closed. I looked back at her and she was lying in her bra and knickers, her clothes scattered at the foot of the bed. I climbed on top of the bed, drinking her in. The curve of her stomach as it went in, the beauty spot on her thigh. The prettiness of her lips.

    I climbed on top of her and she pulled off my top, she stared at me hungrily. I leaned down and kissed her fiercely. And electric shock burst through me.

    I jolted awake. I just laid in my bed, cursing myself as usual, this dream was worse than the others, because I wanted it to happen, I needed it to happen because it wasn’t happening in real life. I gripped my hair in frustration. For f*ck sake why was I so in love with her? I looked at my phone it was only twelve thirty.

    I pushed it up and searched through my contacts, Joshes name caught my attention, I pressed dial, and he answered on the third ring.

    “Man I’m sorry...” I said apologizing.