• There is nothing you can do, when the one you love can never love you back again. I fell in love with this boy, his name is in my stories. The pain I try to incorporate into those stories is the pain this certain boy has caused me numerous times.
    I am more than anything here to talk to the young woman around the world who's hearts have been broken like mine. Let me start by describing myself
    I am a 16 year old depressed teen age girl. You would say my "depression" is just a stage but I am going to take a quote that shows up in numerous songs and poems, some way shape or form they are in their " To understand how I think, You would have to put yourself in my life." Which no truer words have ever been spoken, My depression comes from a long line of dissappointment and a long term feeling of always being second best.
    You may think what you want about this and comment how you see accordingly but do not say I am over exaggerating things until you have met me. I am a typical teenager on the outside, and some ways on the inside but I am unique and not afraid of it.
    Anyways, I fall in love to easily and that is not a bad thing or a good thing. But I am human so I am a mixture of things. Because to be human you have to be both good and bad, but you also know how to equal those things out.
    I fell in love with this boy, He made me think he was in love with me, and for awhile he might have been, there is no way of really every knowing but it is doubtful when he goes and tells your best friend, "I don't give a ******** about her." It hurts really bad.
    I am not begging for attention I am not writing this for your pity. Don't need it. Don't want it. I just want the people out there who feel like they are misunderstood in this world to read this and be like, "Oh my god she gets me." I want to be a person who someone is not afraid to talk to because you don't know me, that is the best place to start. If you can help people you don't even know then you can help yourself.
    This boy is now dating my best friend and we are all cool. But you can never forget your first love no matter how hard you try and I don't care what you say. It does take a while to get back out of the dumps when someone has betrayed you so bad. So for those people out there that are having problems with family members, or a boyfriend or drug problem. Let me tell you something, I am here for you. I will help you. I will love you even though I don't know you. I would rather Get to know you and then give you an opinion then make one because of what you look like.
    I am a Depressed 16 year old girl that can't help herself but that doesn't mean I can't help the world