What do you do when you know people are going to hate you and call you crazy for doing what you 100% know is right...? For becoming something that's actually for their benefit... I scared of doing it because I know I'll be rejected. I know it and I'll be lonlier than I ever was with even more hardships. I don't know why I even still cling to my old self when there has been no progress whatsoever. And yet I'm still so terrified of losing what little I have right now. Entering into something like this I KNOW will be a painful and lonesome road that's why I've been running from it for so long. But now I'm at a point now where I will have no choice but to choose. I'm so terrified of jumping but I have a strong urge; a DESIRE to do so with all my might.
Zeenya Community Member 
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