I've been having heart problems and it sucks. I've been to the ER and the doctor many times since December and have had multiple panic attacks since. I hate how much I'm worrying my family. I hate being a burden so much that I wish I never existed.. they have already been through enough as it is. I wanted them to be happy but I feel like I'm completely messing that up. I'm so stressed... I wish I could just go somewhere alone and just scream and cry as much as I want.
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