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"I don't have a boyfriend!"
Well you know what? I don't give a flying heap of s**t! Most of the time, your "love" leads to pain. No, I'm not saying that it's pointless to search for love, the opposite, really. There is ALWAYS going to be someone that loves you.
And as far as true love goes, you'll find someone. You shouldn't rush into something as important as love. Never. It only leads to pain. Your life is nothing if you go from guy to guy just because your "searching for the perfect one." Let them come to you, sometimes if you're too straight-foward, they'll run away and you'll never find true love again.
Sometimes your best friend could be the best person for you to fall in love with. And sometimes, the one that you would never expect is the one that stares at you, hoping that one day you'll find them.
Don't put pointless crap up on the internet saying "I want someone to call me beautiful!" or "He will never see me." or "Love only brings pain." because it's rather pointless. You want someone to call you beautiful? You're beautiful. Happy? I didn't think so. You know why you're not happy? Because you're just saying that you're pathetic girl that doesn't care what this man does, as long as he calls you beautiful. He'll never see you, huh? Maybe it's because he's not MEANT to see you. Destiny can be cruel sometimes, but it's always pointless to fight it. This guy may not see you because you may not see the only guy that truely loves you.
Hm... love only brings pain? That's partially true, but stupid to say. When you fall in love, things are going to happen and you'll get upset and cry. Even if you don't fall in love, it still happens. Love isn't something that makes the pain go away, in my eyes, it's something that covers the pain. It feels good right? It should, because when he holds you, you feel like life is perfect. When he lets go, everything is normal again, and life runs it's course. Life doesn't care if you're in love, it keeps going on.