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[******** you jsut ******** you ******** you ******** you!!!!!!!!!!!!!'


get out of my life! If I'm really that worthless then send me to a foster home! somewhere where you don't have to see my ugly face! Of hear my stupid voice! Just anywhere that you don't have to be reminded of my ugly presence.

If the only way to get you out of my ******** life is to kill myself I'll ******** do it if I EVER HAVE THE GUTS!

I hate you! YOur the one who makes my cry 90% of these tears! your the one who makes me feel like I'm stupid, you the one who makes me feel like I'm a terrible drawer. Your the one I think about killing myself over if it meant not being near you! Your the one who makes me feel like a failure at school, your the one who's making me sick! who's making me cry! Who's making into a person I never wanted to be! I don't wanna go to school feeling sick everyday! I don't I don't I don't!

I hate you I hate You

You've called me fat! you've called me a ********! you've probably called me a slut and a whore like my brothers do even though I'm to ugly for any guy to ever like!!!

I have low self esteem, I hate myself, I hate this ******** life, I hate being around you, I hate being around everyone! Leave me alone! I don't want to be spoken to! I don't want to be touched! Because no amount of comfort from you will ever help!

I can't forgive you, I wont forgive you, I REFUSE! to forgive you, I hate you, I hate you,!

Send me away! Send me to a place where I'll be beaten like the trash i feel around you, then you can lay down on your leather couch, watching that god forsaken s**t of hockey on YOUR big flat tv knowing that I'm getting beaten like I deserved.