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Goodbye

I always didn’t hurt him…
He always gave me the words...
I like the me...
..That was like that.
The person I care about is sweet and strong...
That’s why I love him so much.
I’m not saying goodbye to him...
I’m saying goodbye to the me who wasn’t strong.
There is someone... I’d like to look for.
The “me” that my friends loved...
The “me” that I can grow to love…
That’s who I’d like to find.
Little by little...
Even if slowly...
I like the time that flows like that.
I’d like to live like that.
The Moon waxes.
Leaving a bit of loneliness.
I was able to say things I couldn’t put in words all this time...
Is depending on other people a sign of weakness?
To believe is to be strong...



~Winter Snow~
Snow is a dark and cold thing.
It kills the ones I love...
I can’t bear to see the sorrow and sadness;
I don’t dare to watch them die with my own eyes.
If snow falls eternally it would be death…
When I touch you, you turn to falling snow...
The snow makes everything turn into darkness
Where is the light?
I can’t see it anymore...
I’m blinded from forever darkness snow…
My tears won’t stop
I’m to frozen to say the truth…
When I found out you died..
It was like darkness took over me…
When I see you smile….
It warms my heart…
Clears away the darkness…
I found the light shining bright as the moonlight…
Once more
Just once more I want to see you smile…
So you can free me from this eternal snow..
I want to see you now...
Please take me away so I can be with you...
Now when I die of suffering and a frozen heart...
I lay at the icy cold snow on your grave..
Dead...getting to see you finally...