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What's Deserved Always Gets Served
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Yeah, I'm depressed.
I feel like I'm constantly being pushed away by one of my best friends, like she doesn't want me around, and it sucks.
I'm not sure if I still feel the same way about my ex anymore, not sure if I still have those feelings that seemed to linger for so long, and I'm partly relieved, yet dissappointed at the same time.
I haven't been able to express how I feel anymore, or even tell how I feel at times.
Only reason I can tell if I'm depressed or upset is if my stomach starts hurting.
I haven't been able to cry for weeks,
I've run out of inspiration,
and I've grown sick and tired of so many things.

yeah, sorry for complaining. I just needed to....let some things out....






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Dreyaz Laartii
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commentCommented on: Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 02:06am
Life throws both chance and punches to the gut. You've been hit like a punching bag, and you need to dodge them, anticipate what might happen so you can avoid having it happen. Living for the joys in life is very difficult, you need to have something to hope for, and look forward to. Although it is not recommended to have this hope in people, faith in those close to you is something that can nurture a friendship and make it grow. Everybody needs a purpose, something to live for; to find that is one of the steps to realistic optimism, and using your farsight to peer into what the future might hold. It is essential for everyone to have something to give them consolence and comfort so that they may have the strength to carry on, and even when that strength deserts you, there is still the certainty that life is full of surprises and people along the journey, and that certainty is a definite source of joy.


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