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Have people came up to me and asked me whether or not I am ok. It's easier to explain that you are fine, but it's harder to tell them that you, yourself are unstable and to the point of finding every person you find idiotic, stupid, and completely ignorant and removing them from such a problem as a society. So, you smile, say you are fine, and go back to counting backward from 10.

Well, this is a story of where counting back from 10 only was a countdown to an explosion, not to the calming nirvana we all hope to land into.

A girl who has a crush on me, her name will be omitted for the sake of HER NAME IS APRIL.. decided to get smashed. by smashed, I mean drinking 2 and a half pints of that lovely potato juice of vodka. Now, she was hacking up something nasty.. so I went, got her some nasty a** wheat bread and told her to eat it. Of course, she didn't and decided to go to the local middle school and laugh, and puke, and be a regular ole drunk minor.

Ok. So, being the 'tough love' a** I am, I call her mom. Mom shows up, starts yelling at her to get the car, she screams back, doesn't go, gets hit by the mom, then the mom drives off, ranting about calling the cops. April.. oh.. sorry... OMITTED NAME HERE... She comes up to me, I think crying.. might just be vodka she missed her mouth with... I think it was the vodka intake, she just started crying pure liquor... Anyway... ramble..

She goes 'I LOVE YOU AND YOU BETRAYED ME' .... ................................................. Right........ But then she goes off on how I betrayed her trust so I just smiled at her, counting down like a ticking time bomb down from I think it was like, 30 or something... then again, When I'm mad, I skip numbers.. so it was like.. 30...15.....7....3...2... Like that. I was about to go off on her when she goes 'AND MY MOM IS A CRACK ADDICT! IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR!?!?!'

No. It wasn't.

I told her that. I told her that to her vodka stained face... or snot.. or something... I dunno, but damn she looked fugly. Like, the type which scares small children...Then some girl by the name of Erika who everyone calls a 'whore' or 'slut' or something when the OMITTED (APRIL) NAME HERE.. Anyway, Erika does this:

(best latino voice impression) GIRL, Yous b***h bettas aspreciaten what hes dooin fo you. You gets all over da other guys, suckin der diiicks in shii.. ' By that time I started laughing. so I don't remember much. Then there was some fists flying or something, the walking vodka machine got smacked, then she got moved over with the usual saying of 'HOLD ME BACK'. they get seperated, April .. uuups.... ONH ( Omitted Name Here)

Well, they get into a bigger fight, she gets nearly pulled over a railing, then the cops get called. ONH paniced, screaming out about 'I gotta leave, I gotta leave.. I'm gonna get in trouble.. I gotta leave..'

...10....9....8...7....2...1.. ( I told you, I skip when I'm mad )

'SHUT THE (f-word here) UP YOU STUPID b***h!' ....echoy auditorium too...

She did! it was cool. then I ranted and raved about how she was wasting her life and how she had to face the truth that she's an alcoholic at the age of 15. So we boxed her in until the cops showed up.

AND THAT IS THE STORY!

tick tock, tick tock, and boom.

'Are you ok?'

Why don't you read this and answer your own damn question if I am or not.