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Love is the thing I need most
Hate is what fuels my soul with darkness
Killing me would be making me feel better
What should I stick with?
If I chose love, I would forever be happy
If I chose hate, I would be on an evil rampage
If I chose death, I wouldn't know what would be waiting for me
Love Me?
Show me how much you care
Beyond windows break
I am the sun and Romeo is my love
A famous paraphrased by Shakespeare
If I find the one I love, he will turn his back on me
I Learned this the hard way with 10 relationships
Why must the world be so cruel
I can't take this anymore!
"I'm done with you" he says
Hate Me?
Show how much you despise me
Show me how I can get ultimate power
Show me, show me how my soul is consumed with darkness
Show me how to be an emo
He hates me and ends up with sacrifices
Kill Me?
Show me the light
Show me the ending of the ultimate suffering
Kill me slowly
Kill me quick
Doesn't Matter to me
I don't care for this world anymore
I end up with the worse break-ups
I get blamed for everything
I might as well do it myself
If I end up with Love, I get hate
Whenever I end up with hate, It ends up killing myself
Should I end my suffering?
Should I see where my life goes
One day, he is with you saying, "I want to be with you forever"
Than he says, "When I'm older, I want to marry you"
Then, 8 months later... he says "I have found another"
Then, it ends up with, "Leave me alone, I don't want to be friends with you"
Or, "You are stupid and trying to interfere in my relationship"
I hear this over and over again
It's like a spiral that follows my life
"Its because of you", he says, "That she broke up with me"
"Its because of your stupid life and lies that I want to take my own life"
Over and Over... every few months
Even my own family hates me
Love me be the key to happiness but, I will always be alone
I try to give people a chance but,
They always push me aside
"I love you, I hate you, I can't live without you"
My mind is filled with truth and lies
I hear this over and over again
I should just pull the trigger and end it all
Because of those 3 words, "I hate you"
He said he's done with me but, I should just accept the fact
I lost him forever
He will never take me back
That he will never talk to me ever again
That my mind says "I'm blind"
He makes me laugh and makes me cry
Mostly he makes me cry
Because he says that he hates me
He thinks I hate them but, that will never happen
He makes me feel like he doesn't want me around anymore
My life is like a solitude
Then he says, "I'm done with you"
*DarkLotusAngel
DarkLotusAngel · Fri Mar 23, 2007 @ 05:41am · 1 Comments |
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