Life confuses me...
First i'm with someone like family and then...
well... something takes them away from me...
first my friends... then other family... and now... my own mother
why did god have to do this to me...
was it because i did something wrong?
or was it because i dont deserve to be happy...
i loved all those people but... i never have a happy ending
relationships end... just like that
love ends... just like that
my life... feels like... im in a spiral of death
a spiral of sorrow and sadness
sure some are not dead but... i may never see them again
1 week, 2 week, 3 week, 4...
how much sorrow? why must i take in more...
I will never be free from this destruction
even that person that is like a brother to me...
may turn my back at any moment
it has happened my whole life
i can never stop it
if you have something to say... say it now
because i may not be able to take much more of this
say i love you or something
show you care for me
show that i actually matter for something
never turn your back on me
it may just get you thinking
before its too late...
*DarkLotusAngel*
DarkLotusAngel · Tue Mar 20, 2007 @ 05:15am · 0 Comments |