So I talked to him about it.
Amazed I actually did.
And we worked it out, I guess.
..
I'm guessing, only 'cuz it still hurts.
Sometimes I think I'm bipolar.
Like for instance, one minute I can be thinking,
"It's alright, I trust him, I should trust her, it was nothing, everything is fine."
And the next minute,
"I don't understand, why would they do that, why did he not think it was a big deal, why [etc].."
Sometimes I think I'm overreacting.. other times I get that terrible feeling in my stomach that something is wrong.
I think I'm going to talk to her about it.
Ugh, that's going to be weird.
But maybe if I do, I can finally let go of it and destress about it.
Or maybe it would only give me new worry..
I hate thinking from both sides. Sometimes I wish I could just be ignorant with a one-track mind..
Stupid brain.
Stupid heart.
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And thats okay.
Distance = hard.
You know this.
We've discussed it before.
I dont know what else to tell you except that talking helps.
We should talk more.
I know I seem really stupid and naive sometimes...
But I do know about some stuff!
XD
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