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Hahaha... I dunno, I thought I'd make an ironic title for my entry. Don't take offense to it, please hun? sweatdrop gonk

So here's an update. Friday I am going Ice Skating with Heather and her 4 friends, think of it like a couple's get together I guess... Anyway, I have never Ice Skated before in my life, I have skated, skateboarded, and roller bladed... Other then that, I have absolutly no experience in skating on ice... I am a little scared I'll get beat up by constantly falling, but I am willing to go through it just to have fun with my girlfriend. -Sigh- I'll probably spend most of the night on the ice -Cough- -cough- Literally -Cough- -cough-... Oh well, it comes with being a guy I guess, I'll make fun of my inability to skate and hopefully I won't get any laughs against my weakness. Hahaha xd It's gonna be great. This weeks slowly dragging me along, I want to be with Heather so bad it hurts... Speaking of me wanting to be with her bad... Sunday night, she had to leave me unexpectedly because her mom showed up, we didn't even know when she was coming, I thought she'd be at my house pretty late... But nope, I fell asleep and I woke up to her telling me she had to go because her mom was here. And left me tell you, it's the worst thing to wake up to... sad I was pretty bummed out about it, cried a little bit because I wanted to be with her and I didn't expect myself to fall asleep... -Sigh-, oh well, I'll get to see her tomorrow, so I'll be happy again. The 12th is rapidly approaching, and it will be our 7th month together. Things are still just a tad rocky, but they are slowly seeming to iron themselves out. And I hope they do... I've never been this happy with someone before, and if I have ever been close to it, it never meant as much as it does now. I have never had someone so close to me, with me this long, love me this much... It's a good feeling, and I hate to say this but sometimes I take it for granted, and I really shoulden't... Love's not something to take for granted, it's something to cherish. Something I plan to cherish for a long time. It's funny, it's been 7 months almost and it seems like yesterday when I met her, it dosen't seem that long ago, but it is... And we've grown so much together. It's hard to believe that we started out so lightly and now we are this close, 7 months... 7 hard working months together, and plenty more. I'm glad I found someone I love that can love me back, because no one really has before. I am glad I found someone who is worth everything in me and more. I am glad to wake up each day, and know, in my heart, and in my mind... That I have her, and that she has me. And I am glad that on my ring fingers, I wear both rings she has ever got me. Just to prove to her, I don't intend on going anywhere. And if she reads this... I hope she knows that more then she has before. It's time to start taking things more seriously... And by that I mean School, getting my job, and getting out of my house to live independantly... Maybe I am rushing just a little, but I think I need to rush just a tiny bit... I need to give myself a push into the right direction to make everything even better then it already is. I love her, I love being with her, and I want to make her happy. And this is the only way to make everything absolutly perfect. I want to be able to do things with her, and for her. I want to see her face light up when I get her something that I spent my own money on to buy for her. I want to be able to see that tear trickle down her cheek when I do something so simple, yet so sweet for her. I want us to be closer then before, and I don't mean that close... Just a little more closer. We've grown together, we've entwined our time, and now I want to make it extraordinary. 3nodding heart 3nodding

- Ky

Ps: Housing I hope will be released tomorrow. I can't wait for it any longer... gonk

<3 Heather!