im sorry.
im sorry for being there for you, sorry that when you were sad that i cared for you so much, sorry for lending you cash but then not exepting it when you tryed to pay me back, im sorry for calling you every day when you were sick just to tell you that i miss you, that im here for you if you need any thing and i will personaly go over there to give you something or make you smile, im sorry for makeing you laghf and makeing you smile, sorry for bringing you up when you were down, im sorry for haveing a crush on you for 6 year's, sorry for asking you how your day was and putting my worrie's aside to help you with your's, im sorry for being there when you were abused, im sorry for standing up for you when you bf hit you, im sorry for everthing that i did good for you, you didnt evan notice me and did i would try to get you to notice me but you didnt and i didnt get all that mad and blow up in your face, im sorry for... for.. for not being the man that you whanted me to be, for not ditching you like other guy's would do instead of sticking by your side. well i give up now. my hart is broken, and ive reached insanity, im slowly dieing now, wishing that you would have listended to me, but now, now we will see who was the perfice man for you, but im still here holding on to you right by your side if you need me. and i still love you.
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