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im going to take you back. ok well i just like sepnt 3 ******** DAY'S doing like everything. so yea. im cuting it like EXTREAMLY SHOURT. Ok we all no the story.

ok my bf jake was in the hostbital. got hit bye care. landed on head. stayed in hostbital for a month. i checked up one him.

cody: hy your back.

jake: yea i know. i have so manny card's.

cody: sorry.

jake: dont be it make's me feel loved.

bla bla bla. im sorry but yea. im pissed cuz it just deleated 3 day's worth of crap on here. I HATE GAIA. ok any way's. i take him to the park and it's a lightning storm. our favorite storm. i take him to place were we meet. jake has thout's of suicide. then he is over them.

the phone ring's again.

gray: helow.

jake: hy. im haveing thouts's again.

gray: omg we just whent over this like 4 day's ago. i thout you sead you wernt gana do it.

jake: yea well.

gray: WELL WHAT. YOU GANA HURT YOUR BF.

jake: dont put it like that.

gray: why. wut could be so important. than me.

jake: ive been cheating on you. and now im kicked out of my house.

ther is a long pause.

gray: wut. for wat.

jake: i would rather not talk about it. what do you think i should do.

gray: idk. i cant say.

jake: ok then i gess i will do it.

gray: no dont.

jake: why. im haveing all this crap in my life

gray: IT'S NOT WORTH IT.

jake: YES IT ******** IS.

jake: i love you.

there is a loud bang. i thout it was his counter. cuz he has anger problumes so i hang up.

the next affter noon his mom call's

miss morris: gray we have a problume

gray: the heck we do. kicked him out cuz of what he was

miss morris:no it was cuz he was doing drug's. any way we found him in his friend's room shout to head laying in a puddle of blood. we thout you should be the first to know.

gray hang's up and cray's.

gray: it's my fault. it's all my fault.

if you have a friend talking about suicide. never say thease thing's. i dont care, im not going to stop you. we both you you wont do it. this WILL increase the thought cuz all your saing is you dont care. turst me. i should no. i been threw this.

if you have a friend that is talking about killing them self plz call this number.

1-800-suicide.