Today was...awkward. to say the least. for one or two hours I thought it was the worst day of my life, but I know if I say that, a day will come along that is even worse...
On the plus side: my old studen teacher e-mailed me again. I thought he forgot about me.
However, one of my best friends is ignoring me, and I'm going to go on an angry rant. This isn't fair. He led me on all that time, told me "You stole my heart" and other BS like that, and for what? To say he didn't like me, when he strongly implied he did. I'm really confused. I'm not sure if I like him back or not anymore. All I know is that it feels like last year all over again. I wish he would just...I dunno...stop being so sensetive. He told me he liked me over the internet, and the way I responded got him mad at me. What the heck was I supposed to say? What did he want me to say? I was in shock, and I was wondering if it was a dare or not and I didn't want to make a fool of myself, which in the end, I obviously did.*
^^God, it sounds so melodramatic when I type it down. Is this what I've been reduced to? a non-intellectual yuppie eigth grader?
And it turns out, I'm not doing my solo for Ironic at the concert, and I have to wait until the spring concert to preform it. Now I'm glad we're doing Seasons of Love, so I at least have a mini-solo. neutral
*hits head on keyboard*
TODAY WAS TERRIBLE.
*=I KNOW the person I'm talking about is on Gaia, and I don't care if he reads it or not. Lord knows he doesn't give a damn about me.
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Finding Peace Among the Chaos...or something along those lines.
"Life is the thing that happens when you're busy making other plans."
John Lennon
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