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Cant' stop this crying it seem so impossible to run away from my past it keeps replaying and replaying just like how my mom keeps bitching over the same things about me I feel like I've lost my mind it seems like everything is falling apart.. the dreams of me killing, the feeling of killing innocent people keep replaying in my dreams along with the memories of my mother, beating me and telling me I wasn't even worth a pile of st. I'm losing it...someone help me please.. Why does my past keep replaying the memories of my anut's funeral and then my friend dies. I can't take this, I'm losing it... I just want to take this pistol, point it to my head and fire the bullet to stop this dream I want to cause pink mist I can't take this, I need my happy pills or something that will knock me out for good I can't take it anymore I just want to stop the dreams...I'm suffering enough as it is.... just stop it because I believe I'm becoming insane... preciousjoy** · Wed Jan 17, 2007 @ 07:29am · 0 Comments


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