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Told to not to fall
I won't..
Told that it was nothing more than Lust
I understood..
Warned that I could be hurt
I am strong.....
Things have changed and my mind has wandered to a topic,
A topic of a Certain Night
A certain night that a girl from long ago would have dreamed
and only wished for it to merely come true...
A night were once more I was granted by the unknown taste of soft lips that told a story.
A story that could not only be heard by ears,
but also the heart...
Touch by his embrace, trembled by such kisses,
the adrealine of the unknown..
All still remain in my mere thoughts..
Forbidden to think of such things,
I break the rules and think, explore and wander in the depths of my mind
and in the corners of my heart..
I search and search for suchs answers,
seeking the answers for such questions..
And at the end of my search,
The mere answer that I dispise is that
I'm simply fond of you...
Whenever you glance at me, my heart skips..
Whenever you embrace me, I wish for end...
Eyes such as yours make me wanna stare and not blink,
afraid to miss a second that could be wasted...
And last, lips that I crave, crave for such texture and taste
that one could not find elsewhere..
I was forbidden to think such thoughts,
Forbidden to linger on such a memory..
A memory that holds no value..
Yet, the rebel that I am, broke the rules and soaked in a memory that a part of me wishes it was simply true...
I was told not to fall
I have...
Told that it was nothing more than Lust
Why not something simply more?
Was warned that I could be hurt
I didn't listen..
Because I thought I was Strong!
What am I trying to confess?
Have I fallen?
Did I want more than lust?
Was I hoping that you wouldn't hurt me at all?
Was I sweeking to be accept by you?
Dispite the disgusting appearance of me?
What am I saying? What am I trying to get to?
I have fallen,
I have wish for something more that mere Lust,
And I have been Hurt.
Hurt to where I wish I could walk up to you and cry...
Am I allow to shed such tears?
Infront of you?
"Forbidden to Remember;
Terrfide to Forget" ~ spoke the words of Bella Swan
So I remember,
so I won't forget..
And though I want to fall for you,
To have something more that than mere Lust,
To not be hurt by you,
Something holds me back...
"I don't want you to fall in love with me"
 preciousjoy · Wed Mar 18, 2009 @ 12:14am · 0 Comments |
