Once in a while, a memory will alasp into the mind, memories that once were faded like photographs, now simply cleansed by their dust..
Once in a while, tears will suddently fall without a reason, puzzling this mind a mind that yearns for the reason..
And in this once in a while, I begin to wonder.. of what could have been, what would have been... The questions pop into my mind of what if I had done this..or hadn't done that.
But at this moment, this once in a while moment, where tears fall and puzzling questions and thoughts wander into this mind, I'll take a deep breathe and plaster a smile on this face and I'll remember words of such truth that once in a while, it will even make me laugh through these fallen tears.. "Everything Happens For A Reason.."
Because even though these words are of such truth, I can't agree.. Now here's a reason I do favor Its quite delighted, would you like to hear? I can't agree because i dont want the reason, I dont want the truth! Because with truth, there is pain And only some mortals can handle such a harmful deed...
But this is just once in a while, where I fall to my knees and let my worries get the best of me..
Just once in a while, where this smile lets out a vile scream.. and these eyes are merely drowning in tears..
I've become weak when I thrieve on strength.
In a while, I'll be fine, in a while, I'll stop this crying.
Don't worry. I'll be strong again. I promise, I won't let you down. This just happens once in a while..
preciousjoy · Sun Apr 26, 2009 @ 05:52pm · 0 Comments |