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It's about over for me... Every time I turn around there is another problem. Everytime I think about something I get upset. Everyday...Everytime...I can't keep fighting it. I've lost my place in this world and now I can't get back in. I'm slowly loosing EVERYTHING I hold dear. I've lost most of my own freedom and soon...these chains will bound me so tightly that I won't be able to breathe! I'm so tired...I'm so ready to give it all up. There is nothing...NOHING left for me now...All thats being given to me is Hatred, Loneliness, and Anger...Only a spec of love can be found...But nothing...No one can stop this pain. Not even Alucard can save me this time...heh, Alucard couldn't save me...even if he wanted to...

Posted by: vexen_kara Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 07:46pm

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Commented on: Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 07:58pm


	Okay, seriously.. I'm gonna regret saying this.. But SCREW Alucard. And not in THAT way, either. You WILL live, you WILL get over it, and you WILL go on with your life. Even if I have to administer every single little thing you do. Capeesh?-_______________- crying stare

Commented on: Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 08:12pm


	O.o Aye....uh....sigh It's not that simple Rose....There is so much going on right now that...I just can't handle it anymore... cry

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Commented on: Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 08:48pm


	You think I dont know? I've been through so much more than just losing someone you love within the past two years, Vexen. I've lose MORE than one person. I've lost my sister, my brother, and my father. And I'm not all over it yet. But you know what? You HAVE to TRY. And NOT let yourself sink under.

Commented on: Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 09:41pm


	huh? I didn't mean like I wasn't over loosing Alucard...I am. I actually let go of her awhile ago....I was just cluing at something that she might notice if she read this.

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Commented on: Sat Dec 02, 2006 @ 09:56pm


	I know. -.-; I'm not talking about Alucard. I'm talking about your emotions. They hurt when you lose things. or persons. You gotta get over it.

Commented on: Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 03:47am


	Vexen don't throw your life away. If you do, you'll only find more pain and suffering..more than you could ever imagined. Sure, a lot seems hard..and you feel lost...but I know that one day you will find your way, and that way certainly isn't death.

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Commented on: Sun Dec 03, 2006 @ 08:26pm


	sigh with each passing day comes more and more sadness...

Commented on: Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 03:27am


	If I may ask, could you tell me where all the sadness enters such a young girls heart?

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Commented on: Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 05:29am


	A little from love but alot from just life....and now...I'm tired...and I'm done...

Commented on: Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 04:35pm


	I know, life can be overrated, but to just give up when you've made it this far is pointless. Sure, you are hurting..sure you've been hurt by loved ones....but..you've also been loved by some really great people...and by people who would be willing to do anything for you..people like Rose, Eden, Roxy...and me...and I'm sure that there are a lot more to count.

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