...sigh...
Look, i know you all think you've failed me but you should know it's me who's failing myself. I've been through too much this year and now i've picked the road I wish to follow. If that road happens to lead me into darkness...then so be it. In darkness I'll reside and I do not wish to surface. Something...Inside of me says thats where I should be. I have my own freedom and I can seek it where ever. Darkness holds it's own freedom, just as the light does. Maybe I won't be the same happy cheery person I once was, but I'll try to maintain something... Sorry to all of you but I'm done. Heh, i'm so lucky to have wonderful friends and a wonderful little sister..heh...sigh...To a certain someone: i haven't pushed you away, but I hve lost sight of what I once held dear as love for you. It's effected me in a way I can't really describe...like...It hurts but...I've found another...another way. Things are slowly looking up but then...I feel kinda empty. sigh....oh well
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