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while i stand at the threshold of ones sanctuary it is my demise. it is like a church to them, but a pergatory to me.they wish to enjoy themselves with others, i wish for the company of few. though we may be diffrent the only link left was you.i tried to get rid of it because of all the pain they caused but you are still oblivious to wrath that has now evolved. i hide my sick intentions for you few them as great i hide my thoughts and feelings becuase its becuase of them i hate.at first it was the pain bringer who was outcasted now is fair who left a tall line of lies for me to die in dispair.now that my heart is ripped though from who theyll never know cuase the pain has made the man iam and shaping how i grow.